Crappy new year 2009

There she goes again...

She just left a couple of mins ago. Although I didn't sleep the whole night trying to capture and memorize every part of her, but I still feel it's not enough. The fact is, it will be never enough when it comes to her. I can never get bored of her. I was tired, but now I'm not. I find myself looking through her leftovers such as her gloves and etc. Sniffing it didn't exactly made it easier for me. My tears fell as I smell her scents on the gloves. Weird enough, I begin to look for all her leftovers, trying to gather as much as possible of hers to make myself feel like she's near me. Her last words are "I will be back, definitely will". I have no doubt but it is only the question of when. This beginning of new year is the worst in my life although I just had the best one month in my life. We did so much together, we had so much freedom, so happy to just look forward to see her everytime I'm walking back from university or work. To even imagine she's always there with me when I sleep and wake up makes every single new day a brighter day.



Her last words are "I will be back, definitely will". I have no doubt but it is only the question of when. This beginning of new year is the worst in my life although I just had the best one month in my life. We did so much together, we had so much freedom, so happy to just look forward to see her everytime I'm walking back from university or work. To even imagine she's always there with me when I sleep and wake up makes every single new day a brighter day.

We managed to achieve what we initially planned to achieve through the one month that she's here. I am happy because out of this, life has convince me that everything is possible when there's a will. And I will not, not ever ever give up on us. Because I love you so so much, and I miss you with all my heart.

You are probably at the airport now, waiting for your flight, and therefore I pray for a safety journey for you and a great new beginning for you and for me. I'm very sure your family will take good care of you for me. I just wish I could play my part myself as well. You will be with me dear, yes you will. You are living in my heart. Take care of your health too!